Iapos;m in a bad mood again, after being a perfectly fine mood for the past week or so. Then again, itapos;s foolish because I donapos;t have control over other peopleapos;s likes and desires. Intellectually, I know I should respect whatever someoneapos;s choices are, but emotionally, I simply cannot let my mind accept that fact particularly if I have feelings for that individual. How am ever going to get what I want? Others seem to be able to get what they need to make them happy very easily.
People always seem to shun me for some reason, and I donapos;t know if itapos;s me or if itapos;s them. I feel like I try to be friendly with others all the time, but I pretty much never get the response that Iapos;m looking for. I donapos;t know why. Maybe itapos;s the fact that I have trouble with social interaction due to my combined hearing loss and Asperger Syndrome. Iapos;m fairly certain I get it wrong somehow, and thatapos;s why others ultimately reject me. As such, I tend to put the blame on myself for not having any success with relationships. Those people I yearn to have friendships with seem to have many other friends, but I seem to be unable to build friendships with them. I donapos;t understand why girls wonapos;t date me, or even act friendly around me. Life sucks at the moment, and I have a Numerical Weather Midterm to study for. Shit
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